meditation and dream expereince

by lindsey
(englan)

i will start by cutting a long story short, nearly 2 months ago i visited a clairvoyant at an friend of a friends house, she told me that i too had a gift like her, being very intrigued after this reading i went to another clairvoyant two days later in a different area and she told me the same thing. she gave me advice and i downloaded tony stockwell to help me with my meditation. i am a clairscentient and a clair knowing. the first time i meditated was fine, later on in the night a toy in my sons bedroom started making noises but he was in bed with me, the noise soon stopped and there was nothing happen again.
two weeks ago i had a dream and i do not ever remember my dreams, it was about an airplane losing control with a helicopter next to it trying to guide it but the plane crashed into this building (it is a well known world wide company and so i don't want to say the name). as you may of heard there of now been bomb scares on planes in England not far from where i live and to be quite honest i don't no if this is relevant to my dream or not, i have been unsettled about planes since that dream.
last night i attempted meditating again but fell asleep during, at 6o clock this morning another toy in my sons room had started going off on its own again but yet again my son was in my bed as he is poorly. with my failed attempt last night i again tried meditating today which was successful but I'm feeling a little confused. i had traveled on my canoe into the cave to the candle light, i was focusing all my energy onto the light when i felt as though i was been spun around where i sat, it was a really intense spinning that was making me feel dizzy, eventually it started to slow down and i started to be able to focus on the light again.
also from my meditation the colors orange surrounds me as something i need to be guided with and the color blue surrounds me when i see what my spirit looks like within the spirit world.
if anyone can expand on this for me it would be greatly appreciated