Controlling the Wind and Lightning ?

by Cindy
(New Zealand)

When i was about 11 or 12 i became sick suddenly and had to take to bed rest for about 2 days. During that time i went through very hot and cold phase's and at the end of that time i was fine.
But i noticed something. I was just sitting at my computer about a day after and i looked outside the window and i felt like my body was outside.
Now the weather all through the time i had been sick it was quite rainy and very windy.
Anyway, as i sat and stared out the window, i don't know why, but for some reason i just gave my wrist a flick to the side and the wind outside seemed to calm down. I did this over and over again and suddenly i felt as if i was wierd, so i stopped.
I forgot this thing for a while, then this year (2010) i suddenly remembered it at school one day while it was pouring down with rain and the wind was just going crazy. I get again gave my wrist a flick and it died down, i got curious so i flicked it to the other side and the wind picked up.
And from then on i used it almost when it was needed.
And then about 2 days ago i was sitting in my dads car and a storm was starting up, which meant the wind was very strong. I tried to manipulate the wind but the rain got harder, then it started to hail, and then eventually the wind got so strong it started to rock the car from side to side. I panicked and i screamed as loud as i could. And just as i screamed the biggest lightning flash happened and blinded me for a moment and then the power in our living area went out.
And now I'm freaked out. I've heard about other people being able to control elements like fire, earth, water etc. but never lightning. And the weather always seems to get bad when I'm angry. And when I'm happy it gets sunnier. And I'm almost afraid of my-self now. So if anyone could help me understand whats going on here thanks.